|Almost time for this...|
Lately, I feel like I am always just pushing. Trying. Grasping. Reaching. Running. Yes, running, round and round.
Do you ever feel like this? Like all the effort just keeps getting recycled and there never seems to be any pause, any let up?
This is extra frustrating to me right now, because I feel like it shouldn't be the case. I feel like... I have found this work that I am meant to do, shouldn't there be some sense of ease...at least, some of the time?
How is it possible that I can still feel like a damn hamster?
I know that there must be something I am resisting...that it is me who is making this harder than it has to be, but I am having a difficult time stepping off that wheel because it's spinning so fast.